OCD is shorthand for Obsessive Compulsive Disorder. Yes, that's me. It's exactly as described; I'm both obsessive about things, and I often do these things compulsively. For me, this means doing things "in threes". The number three, you see, is a good number. It feels right, it feels good and everything, in my head at least, is counted or acted out in threes or multiples of threes, or sometimes, its just numbers with the number …showed first 75 words of 882 total…

…showed last 75 words of 882 total…never suffered from anxiety or panic attacks before, and I hadn't had a problem with my OCD for years. I realised that these symptoms had only started more than two months after my abortion, and only a week after I had had my implant fitted. Since then, I have had my implant removed and my OCD has again disappeared and I have not had a single panic attack or suffered from anxiety at all since.